please tell me what to say so i don’t lose you again.
(via shuttupandwatch)
(Source: goodtimezgoddess, via shuttupandwatch)
My true desire is to relieve others of their pain, though I myself may fall into hell.
Mom. I admire you for the strength you instilled in me. And I vow to always make the best out of every situation put in my way. To not only shine for me but for you. To fall down a thousand times but stand up a thousand and one times. To take what I’ve learned and further expand my knowledge. To always try and move forth. To develop a never ending love for the people and things I cherish the most. I know ill suffer countless losses but its alright cause I have you look after me even when you’re physically not there. No one will ever take your place. I’ll work hard for you, father and my sister. I’ll mess up and maybe even temporarily forget the morals you’ve taught me but you’ve raised me better then that, so ill keep coming back. I know that one day you won’t be there, and it’ll shatter my heart..but ill make sure that you’re proud of me and that you’ve seen me mature. This fool has a lot left to learn and live. But ill make sure to pass on what you’ve taught me and also what I manged to learn, to my children, my soulmate, family and friends. To protect them and always love them. But for now I’m young and still experiencing this cursed world. Yet I won’t give up, I assure you that. This fucker has a long way too go.
